11/11 / is it me?

hoo! went out with feng en and min er today! yay! at last could go out! haha. right, we went to greatworldcity today and i was 10 minutes late. haha, realised that i am always the late one when i go out with feng en ;P well, missed the bus... haha, we went to play arcade and the neoprint machine is spoilt! anyway, we asked the auntie there to fix it for us. the photos is with feng en now anyway ;) well, we played that fish game alot didn't we? haha, that is the one with the most token. haha, changed three pens and three craker;) oh! the hit hit thing very angry leh, hit so long already still haven game over, also don't know how to play it...
well, after that, we went to the Harris bookshop then we saw alot of nice nice book then feng en and min er both say want to buy the whole shop down. =.= wonder how can they read all the books like that...then when feng en reading her the history section, i and min er go to see the children section. i was saying sure have the mr midnight and the singapore true ghost stories the shelves one then min er say is not 'singapore true ghost stories' is 'true singapore ghost stories' then we were arguing about the title then when we asked feng en, she also say is singapore true ghost stories. min er was very confident it was true singapore ghost stories so she go and find the book but at last still cannot find... oh! then we saw the robert pattison, isit spelt like that? anyway, when feng en go and read the book, i suddenly shocked by the 'upsidedown' robert pattison book. then i started laughing then feng en look up then also bei xia dao xD we were laughing like xiao!
after that we went to that cd shop and go see the cd then the lady over there like keep giving us cold face cause we not buying anything so feng en after that go and buy her ss501 disc... eh, then we went to cold storage to buy feng en's kimchi and at last i also buy ham and my drink...then we went to buy sushi then go home already...
when we reached the busstop, i saw my 970 and go run to it but then after that feng en call me say i take wrong bus so i got down the bus and walk wrong way from where the bus turn from so i just anyhow walk until i saw the busstop and gave up taking my 970 then just take bus go to tiong and take mrt back. damn unlucky la, i missed the train and 173 on the way home and when i reached home it is already 6;15++
a very nice day out with feng en and min er, haha, find one day go out again ;) oh, i asked you all to see my blog so, hi ;)
i know it is hard, i just want to try.
i really want to know if that person is me. don't know if this post is going to make it worse but i'll just say what i want. i am a thoughtless person. is it because i didn't put my heart into your/our problems that make you feel really upset? i wanted to. but i can't. i'm a thoughtless/dumb/slow person. i need to take a long time to understand. why don't you just tell me. it will make you/me feel better. if it is really me, how do i make you feel bad? if it is her, forget it, it will make yourself feel better. tell me please. i really liked to help. in fact, you may feel i'm being fake by saying I'd liked to help, but, i don't want to be kept in the dark. i'm tired,you're tired. i know you would not like to hear me saying all this to you but facing this problem will be better than keeping it in our hearts. think through it. i could still afford this bit of waiting.
right, got to go now, bye bye ;)
signed off; jiatung---