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school, badminton training, home .
school was okay today, chinese was the best, wow, first time :) because we were doing the cao fang zi thing in chinese then because we didn't bring our materials, we end up talking about movies... haha :) physics test today and i didn't know it until this morning... anyway, it was quite okay for me and i'm suppose to cheat with hazellee and the best thing is i didn't even ask her a single question. -.- right, left the second last part blank...
badminton training was fun ;) not really, maybe because i never really did proper exercise in the holidays, never eat or coughings this few days that made me feel bad today, the feeling sucks.. anyway, did some physical trainings and then end of training.
waited for meldon to go home today . bestfriend say since he waited for us for the last few trainings so we just waited for his training to end and leave together . talked to bestfriend about all the things around us as usual and some random stuffs with meldon... then, home sweet home :)
your attitude is bad . sometimes i really wonder what are you thinking really, we are confused . you should not deserve this .
need to do homework now, sayo .
signed off ; jiatung

miss

i miss e 2/4 . i miss the times we had together . i miss everyone of you . come back, the feeling, the people, the irreplaceable you .
the pain . you will never understand .

this is stupid .

i have no idea what should i do . i'm tired, yes i am .
can you tell me how you feel about me ? i don't care even if it is something bad . i hope you or even i could do something before the worst thing will happen between us . we feel awkward with each other around, that's bad . i hope i could pick up my courage and do something . wish me luck .

my mum came back yesterday, but leaving tomorrow again . realise how tired it is to do all the chores myself ... can't think properly this few days, hope my math will be okay...

blogging is nice, but when you are blogging about something unpleasant, you don't feel good . this will explain all the rubbish i am talking about now .

leaving .
signed off ; jiatung

happy chinese new year.

happy chinese new year. while we are saying this, who can really be happy in the new year?? well, anything. hope things would really be better in the new year.
if there is anything, i hope you would tell me or ask me personally, don't discuss it among yourselves. i don't want to be the last to know.
nothing more.
signed off; jiatung

obvious?

i thought it would be obvious. down, sad, crying inside, i thought you would sense something. yet you are still laughing on the outside. sometimes i really wonder what are you thinking about. oh wait there's another one, you said nothing will happen. disappointed, yes i am.
why did you get close to me for? i hope it is really for me and not for some other people. when you reached your goal will you still be with me? yet again, disappointed.
something is pulling us apart. what is it? or is it just because i'm being oversensitive? or did i think too much about the relationship between us in which i feel that it is important but you dont?
are relationship so easily broken? i don't know about you, but i really want it to stay strong.
" it is the bond between us that bring us together, treasure it. "
bf,L. i'll love you forever.
gc. thanks for everything given, ILY.
s. really, your presence is good.
busybody, you can say that.
(L) another time.
signed off; jiatung

school = blog dead

i mean, seriously, how long have i not been using the computer ?? school is normal. always together with, bestfriend, love, mydearjane, hazel, feng en, min er, the guys... yup, that's my life. it's really nice to be with them, really. i just feel bored when everyday is like homework homework and more homework. -.- my face will look like that soon.
put boring things aside, tomorrow! no badminton which means no pt, which also means having time with friends! tomorrow will be fun! yup it will be! ;)
just want to tell you this, even without them, i will be there for you ;) you don't have to feel that you are left out in any way, i'm here, we are ;) be happy, that's what i would always say, and the only thing that i could say right now, tomorrow will be better ;) agreed? ;)
something random, think i am in love with the sun. the bright bright sun ;) it's part orange actually ;P


' a new sun's rise spells a brand new day. ' quoted by me ;D
that's all for the day then ;) goodnight and sweet dreams ;)
signed off; jiatung