obvious?

i thought it would be obvious. down, sad, crying inside, i thought you would sense something. yet you are still laughing on the outside. sometimes i really wonder what are you thinking about. oh wait there's another one, you said nothing will happen. disappointed, yes i am.
why did you get close to me for? i hope it is really for me and not for some other people. when you reached your goal will you still be with me? yet again, disappointed.
something is pulling us apart. what is it? or is it just because i'm being oversensitive? or did i think too much about the relationship between us in which i feel that it is important but you dont?
are relationship so easily broken? i don't know about you, but i really want it to stay strong.
" it is the bond between us that bring us together, treasure it. "
bf,L. i'll love you forever.
gc. thanks for everything given, ILY.
s. really, your presence is good.
busybody, you can say that.
(L) another time.
signed off; jiatung